so.
a lot has happened since the last time i updated my blog. like seriously. i've been missing in here for month. or years god knows when. but i guess its good that nobody ever reads this shit you know. like its for me and me only. :) but just too bad we can't put emojis in here ugh.
so finals are about to come and i'm as depressed as ever. like i don't know why. and in time, i'll be in form 5 soon. and then SPM. and then college. like what the hell am i suppose to do after that? i dont even know what i want to do yet. like seriously. i dont even know what i want to be when i grow up. very nice huh?

and somehow every time i feel like blogging, i have lots of shits to say but look at right now. its like i'm talking by myself. heh. super weird. anyone out there? HAHA.

so i guess i'll just crap around next time eyy? love.

we are never ever getting back together.

pretty much says it all. enjoy.

OMFG WHERE HAVE I GONE

i guess i'm back. only a lot better.

its been awhile #2

hello hello :)

missing my blog yaww. lol its been awhile since i updated my blog. busy la katakan :P PMR dah nak habis heeeeeeeee~ after that i'm free people. its like my spell's about to be broken. and i'm gonna be wandering around :D online la cerita dia righttt? oh myy i really hope that my results are good, i don't wanna be disappointed by myself la omg -.- now lets talk about me shall we. i've been good. real good. confused too. i don't know what i want. i mean know what i want, i just don't know how to get it i mean, seriously? haihhhh stress la brooo~ its just that, i'm confused bout my personal life you knoww, this and that semua segala. tengok zanazejana, dah ada A NEW one like damnnn~ menipu pulak tuu, kesian ****** -.- omg what am i doing.

ciao.

RAYA :)

so raya's holiday is almost over. time flies kan? DAMN. 1 more day before school -,- and its already SEPTEMBER fyi. so close to my PMR. so anyways, raya was fine but a bit sunyi sebab cousins semua all balik their kampung, so thank god for mak ngah ann's visit to Taiping, Kak Iqa ada. Like gempak la sikit kan. And yeah i brought books. BROUGHT je lah pegang tak pun. heee :) okayokay, wa kena study to get 8A's lah, wa nak blackberry so badly. so yeah, byeee.

love you to the moon and back <3

RAYA SPIRIT

apparently, i don't have the raya spirit now. tak tahu kenapa. well, sebab nak PMR kot. and shopping pun tak banyak :/
so anyways, sepatutnya balik Taiping now. Now's 12.03 and we're still at home, mama semua keluar gi attend funeral. so nampak gayanya macam tak pergi je hmmm~ haishh. kk ciaoo. blog again later mater. btw, selamat hari raya peeps, and loveyoulots :)
love you to the moon and back <3

ages? :(

i haven't been chatting with you for ages lah. i am so sad because we use to be like really close and truth be told i miss how close we were. like seriously. right now, you won't even look at my freakin face as if i've done something wrong. i mean, its not like we have issues, its just that you stopped. stopped talking to me, stop texting me, stop CONTACTING me. Now who am i suppose to be texting whenever i'm bored? k seriously, i like you okay? still. macam fuck kan, i know. but as if i tell you it will make things better than now because takde beza pun actually.
MY GOD I SOUND SO DESPERATE.
but whatever, i'm going with the flow, luck has to be on my side for JUST ONCE. its not like i'm at the SPOTLIGHT all the time kan? so luck come on? pretty pretty please? wait, i blur jap, what exactly am i asking for ni -.- ugh i feel so fucked up.
love you to the moon and back <3