ages? :(

i haven't been chatting with you for ages lah. i am so sad because we use to be like really close and truth be told i miss how close we were. like seriously. right now, you won't even look at my freakin face as if i've done something wrong. i mean, its not like we have issues, its just that you stopped. stopped talking to me, stop texting me, stop CONTACTING me. Now who am i suppose to be texting whenever i'm bored? k seriously, i like you okay? still. macam fuck kan, i know. but as if i tell you it will make things better than now because takde beza pun actually.
MY GOD I SOUND SO DESPERATE.
but whatever, i'm going with the flow, luck has to be on my side for JUST ONCE. its not like i'm at the SPOTLIGHT all the time kan? so luck come on? pretty pretty please? wait, i blur jap, what exactly am i asking for ni -.- ugh i feel so fucked up.
love you to the moon and back <3