crap.

hi peeps. aka nobody. ugh. well hello again. how are you guys today? fine? well mine's fine too. so anyway, its been awhile since i've updated my blog. i know -,- anyhow, i am 4 weeks to my trial and 10 weeks to my actual exam. omg nak october dah, nak nangis lah omigod. help me. i've been studying, i guess? yes i have. and somehow i have to get 8a's you know, i mean, imagine if i don't? people will pandang i macam i apa tah, and my family in banting will pandang me like apa tah and my friends will look at me LIKE APA TAH. well i will try my best though. 8A'S DI TANGAN SAYA.

k next. social life? never better -,- no no actually tak beza pun. eh ada actually. ehem ehem. this guy shows up in my life. saying that he 'likes' me. like apa pun aku tak tau because seriously, there's noting attractive pun about me. so anyway, after the 2 week cuti, we started lepaking together like bf and gf. at least that't what i think la kan. we hanged out masa sukan and stuff. well that day was the happiest lah, hanging out with him during sports day. it was heaven lah, he was charming to me. he was so cute with his spectacles and everything. but then about a couple of days later, kita dah tak rapat sangat. then people started telling me he likes somebody else which is obviously lagi lawa dari i kan. so tautau je they're together already. and i was like? wth. i knew that was coming because he's that type of guy tau, jenis yang dates a lot girls, has a lot of ex-girlfriends. hot hot pulak tu, then tetibe ada i. so its just weird. but somehow, he made me feel special. like i told you, he was charming to me, its like i knew him already dari awal. but now, seeing him with somebody hotter than me, and without his spectacles, its like i barely know him anymore. macam dia so suddenly turned really really evil. then my friends started saying I TOLD YOU SO. and i was like THAT DOESN'T HELP. but one thing diorang tak tau kan, he was baik to me. eventhough perangai dia bad-ass and fucked up gila. somehow i trusted him back then. i trusted the man i knew.

mel.